xblade7x

I seem to be declining a bit lately. Not much into anything, I'm not as good as I think I should be at most of it. I think I could get better at physical things over things like art or video games. I'm really relaxed and not feeling the music I usually listen to. Strange times. I'm also breaking out. That's not fun. I cleaned my fish tank today. It looks good. Fish like clean tanks, I can tell. The rare and elusive pleco even came out to watch me attempt to draw his tankmates. I failed. I'm not posting it to dA. This is part of the decline; I don't feel like sharing anything with the internet and would like to make a little money doing art

I feel invincible. The kind of feeling you only get late at night. Pure pessimistic, uncontrollable, rage vibrating inside of me waiting to be let out. I feel like I could just burn, or jump a thousand feet into the air. I feel a call to do something, a call to run free and wild. Animalized, a need to run and rip and jump and howl. This is my insomnia.